Best Dream in My Life

The dream that I describe below was drawn in my 20s.

Death happens at the end of any person. After the death, I will come into a grave, and I think my existence appears only at corners of minds of my family. That idea of death does not include any religious idea.

Thinking that idea of death, I felt hollowed out. Then I thought I would like to make existential meaning of my life remain in human history even if it is only one line.

What is a way that I can take to remain the meaning? I thought it was only to discover something in mathematics. It may be reckless idea. But I must do it because it is only one thing that I can.

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